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White Supremecist DC Shooting in Post-Racial America |
My mom and I tried coming to the U.S. before but knew it would be costly and based on luck. We were fortunate to find my step dad, who is a U.S. citizen to help us. He evidently made the process faster because we witness the difficulty other people experienced. It was most clear when my cousin wanted to obtain her visa. She tried twice with no success. My mom and I knew that if my step dad had been there it would have taken only one attempt.
When I ponder about our experiences living here I realize that racism has not really knocked on our door because of the fact that we have my step dad with us. My mom and I were able to obtain our temporary residence, green card, and then our citizenship with his help and presence. I know this because my mom and I have talked to people that waited 20 or more years to finally obtain their documents. One of my uncle’s friends obtained his citizenship at the age of 70. He came to the U.S. when he was 21.
Although open racism against my mom and I has not happened yet, I have experienced innocent offensive acts mainly about my accent. On my first day of school in the U.S. I remember seeing people speak, but I did not understanding a word they said. At one point these two boys came up to me, said something, laughed at my confused look, one said something else, and both laughed harder and walked away. I will always wonder what they had said to me and believe that it was something bad because i could not understand a word they said. Throughout elementary school there would be times when some students would laugh or make fun of the way I said certain words. I would be annoyed, but as time went by I realized that my accent is part of me and even if people make fun of my speech, I should just join in their laughter because there is nothing I can and want to do about it.
Apart from these acts there have just been ignorant, stereotypical comments made about me. “Are you Spanish?”, “Are you Mexican?”, “Do you speak Spanish?”, “Are you illegal?” are just a few of the numerous questions I have come across that are offensive and angering.
I have been blessed with good fortune being a young Latina/ Hispanic female immigrant in the U.S. It is for this reason that racists’ acts such as the one that occurred at Santa Monica HS are shocking yet believable. I know through hearing the experiences of friends and other people that racism lingers on. I know and people know there is no post-racial America. Joe Turner’s ghost is walking about and has not rested yet. The Santa Monica case says it, Reggie says it, “A Fair Game?” says it, and most importantly statistics say it. How is it possible that America is post-racial when a black man without a record cannot get a job, while a white man with one can? How can America be post-racial when minority students are being suspended more than white students? I need answers fellow citizens that believe America is post-racial. If you can answer these two questions I will erase my entry and apologize to you.
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I LOVE this, Xiomara. It is rare to hear about a hispanic family that does not have a problem getting citizenship. I have often stated that I believe that the process for citizenship should be easier, and your post clearly shows the difficulty that many people have to go through, and how connections really help. I'm so glad that you did not give up and that you are successful as an American.
ReplyDeleteXiomara, yet again, you have written another powerful blog with some excellent points.
ReplyDeleteIt is impressive to hear that you have not experienced too much racism.
Your last paragraph was truly powerful. I like the way you listed the people who say racism is still alive. It was funny to see "Reggie says it..." Excellent!
You are right......America is most definitely NOT post-racial.
I love reading your blogs!
Xiomara I just love how powerful you make your blogs! Your words really hit me on your recent blog. I COMPLETELY understand how hard it is to become a citizen when you are an immigrant. I have family who is yet still waiting after being here for 20 years and working hard.
ReplyDelete& Also when people criticize and make fun of Hispanics/Latinos accent, goodness I HATE it so much because that is the main reason why so many intellectual Latinos who know have an accent do not like to speak English at all. They're afraid of being made fun of. But I LOVE how proud you are of your accent. People say I have one too. I've never noticed but I'm not ashamed of it either!
Xiomara. I get a little emotional anytime i hear any human being referred to as "illegal". Objects are illegal, they are property, things acquired and disposed of... not people. We dehumanize ourselves when we continue to couch the language of citizenships with markers like "alien" or "illegal".
ReplyDeleteI'm especially proud of the ways that you "own" a relative privilege compared to many Latinos and Latinas who work for years and years to obtain citizenship, but cannot. The world needs people who can operate in spaces of relative privilege to stand up for those who may not be in the room when these issues are discussed.
Have you considered studying Public Policy? I'm really developing a strong sense that your interested in the International Landscape and Social Justice may be professionalized best through study of Public Policy. Let's talk more about it. Great job with the blog. You manage to balance rich detail with social justice content and a voice that is your own.
Xiomaraaa!! i love love LOVE YOUU! AND IM WHIT Cynthia,. and im also happy you didnt give up. and i i'm so glad to be your friend :)
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